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In My Head

from Summer Cruel by Matracia

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Sometimes I tell myself that I hate myself
And I go through it in my head I go down right on through it

I often drink into excess I get scared ‘bout sober sex
I go through it in my head shut down and abuse it
Yeah Woah

Wake up with pain in my head wake up in another’s bed
Clothes strewn across the floor he asks watcha in for?

Some things better left unsaid morning brings a bitter end
When the spirit flows through you and then you have to come to
Yeah Woah

And it all feels the same
To drink and shift the blame
What difference does it make
When you’re numb at the end of the day?


from Summer Cruel, released May 3, 2019


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Matracia Brooklyn, New York

Matracia is the project of Brooklyn-based songwriter Dylan Matracia. Combining a modern electronic sound with a folk-music background, his work was born during the early stages of Matracia’s journey to sobriety as an intimate look at the struggles of addiction and anxiety as a queer person. ... more

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